But there's a part of me that roams

That belongs to the road and begs me to run

Asking Alexandria, See What's On The Inside 

You're not the only one who feels like they're alone

Against all the odds and after all

You've made it this far

Asking Alexandria, You've Made It This Far 

Breathe, close your eyes and breathe

I know, it feels like it's consuming

And you're tired of this feeling

And you try, you tried so damn hard

Sometimes it feels like falling

And you're just waiting for the ground

Asking Alexandria, You've Made It This Far 

Smile, they always tell you to smile

To appreciate the things you have

But it doesn't change what's on your mind

So you smile, but it's only on the outside

So they can't see the pain, it's overwhelming

You're needing your lies

Asking Alexandria, You've Made It This Far

I'm so tired of not knowing who I'm supposed to be

I just want to find my way again

Asking Alexandria, Find Myself 

If I could start over

There's so many things that I'd change

Asking Alexandria, If I Could Erase It 

I'm in a constant state of stress

From the weight that's on my chest

And I don't wanna pretend that I'm okay

I've always been the kind to (Bury shit inside to)

Let it rot and gradually consume me

Let it build into a rage (That I take out in a way)

That makes everyone I love fucking hate me

Asking Alexandria, If I Could Erase It 

There's so much inside me I hate

The past's supposed to stay

Why does it follow me?

I can't outrun myself

If I could start over

Asking Alexandria, If I Could Erase It

Jak byłem małym dzieckiem, wszystko czułem, ale nic nie wiedziałem. Teraz wszystko wiem i nic nie czuję.

~ Jerzy Kosiński

Reposted from mefir

a connection between two people is no less valuable if cut short by circumstance 

Penelope Ward, The Aristocrat

(...) whenever I thought of falling in love, I’d feel slightly ill and unsettled. Love is risk. For me, opening myself up to certain risks meant opening myself up to pain. 

Kristen Callihan, Dear Enemy